YOU HAVE TO LOOK INSIDE YOURSELF AND FIND THOSE STUPID BIG DREAMS

I WANTED TO BE IN STAR WARS AND EVEN TOOK UP METHOD ACTING AS A HOBBY BECAUSE I DIDN’T WANT TO DIE WITHOUT KNOWING IF I COULD HAVE MADE IT

STAR WARS IS PROPERTY OF DISNEY AND LUCAS FILMS.

WHAT NEXT? A ASTRONAUT?

MY CHILDHOOD HERO WAS KENNEDY AND HE ASKED WHAT I COULD DO FOR MY COUNTRY.

WE KNOW NOT HOW HISTORY WILL JUDGE US. THAT QUESTION ISNT UP TO US. SADLY, SOMETIMES WE GET PLAYED A REALLY BAD HAND. THOSE MOMENTS WHERE THE ENEMY HAS YOU UP AGAINST THE ROPES AND YOU ARE PLEADING TO GOD FOR A ABSOLUTION. THAT MIGHT NOT EVER COME. REGARDLESS YOU HAVE TO HAVE SOME FAITH. EVEN IF YOU ARE STARRING BACK ON INEVITABLE DOOM. I’D BEEN LOOKING OUT AT DAWN TO THE EAST. WAITING FOR THAT MIRACLE. THOUGH ITS HARD TO ASK MORE FROM THE MAN WHO SAVED YOUR SOUL.

CALL ON GOD

EVERY MOTIVATIONAL SPEAKER IS GOING TO TELL YOU TO DO THIS OR THAT BUT FIRST AND FORMOST YOU GOTTA CALL ON JESUS. THAT ISNT A JOKE. THAT’S THE PRINCIPLE. I’M GOING TO GIVE IT TO YOU REAL REGARDLESS IF I HAVE BILLONS OR IM BROKE. CALL ONTO GOD AND TELL HIM YOU WERE WRONG. YOU HAVE TO MEAN IT. JUST BECAUSE YOU SAID IT DOESNT MEAN YOU MEAN IT. TELL THAT MAN YOUR SORRY AND HE’LL BAIL YOU OUT. THATS THE BEST ADVICE I CAN GIVE YOU.

YOU WANT TO KNOW A MOTIVATIONAL STORY? LOOK ABOVE. THATS THE SAMUEL B. ROBERTS. THEY CALLED IT THE DESTROYER ESCORT THAT FOUGHT LIKE A BATTLESHIP. GOD HAD A HOLY MISSION FOR THIS SHIP. DURING WW2 JAPAN SET A TRAP TRYING TO AMBUSH AMERICAN TROOP TRANSPORTS DURING THE INVASION OF THE PHILIPPINES. THERE WAS A SMALL FLEET OF U.S. SHIPS ON SUBMARINE PATROL HELPING SUPPORT THE INVASION. IT WAS CALLED TAFFY 3. THOSE MEN DIDNT KNOW THE ENTIRE JAPANESE CENTER FLEET WAS ABOUT TO BE ON TOP OF THEM. WHEN THEY GOT THE MEMO, THE SMALL, SLOW ESCORT CARRIERS TRIED TO FLEE. AS THE JAPANESE BEGAN TO CLOSE THE DISTANCE AND STARTED OPENING FIRE ON TAFFY 3. IN THE CHAOS, SOMETHING MIRACULOUS HAPPENED. WITHOUT ORDERS THE USS SAMUEL B. ROBERTS TURNED AND BROKE FORMATION. IN WHAT BECAME THE MOST LOPSIDED NAVAL VICTORY IN HISTORY. 3 US DESTROYERS CHARGED STRAIGHT INTO THE ENTIRE JAPANESE CENTER FLEET AND THROUGH THEIR ACTIONS CAUSED SO MUCH CHAOS THE JAPANESE RETREATED. THEY FOUGHT SO VALIANTLY THE JAPANESE BELIEVED THEY WERE FACING THE ENTIRE AMERICAN FLEET.

“All three Destroyers were sank during the battle of Samar”

I’M NOT THE COLLEGE FRESHMAN ME. SO MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN 11 YEARS. I WAS A ATHEIST WHO FOUND GOD AT THE AGE OF 23. PEOPLE REALLY DO CHANGE. IN A WORLD WHERE EVERYONE HAS TO BE COOL. MY LIFE IS DEDICATED TO UPHOLDING MY PROMISES TO GOD.

WHEN I WAS HOMELESS, I WAS DRAWING PICTURES OF THE TITANIC BECAUSE ITS MY FAVORITE MOVIE

IF YOU WANT TO GET A LITTLE EMOTIONAL. ISIDOR AND IDA STRAUS WERENT RANDOM CHARACTERS IN THE MOVIE TITANIC. THEY WERE THE OWNERS OF MACY’S DEPARTMENT STORE. IDA’S FAMOUS WORDS “IF YOU GO, I GO”. THEY ARE THE TRUE LOVE STORY OF TITANIC

I

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SEE MYSELF UP

ON THAT LIST

GOD

BLESS

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I PRAY EVERY DAY THAT JESUS SEES ME THROUGH. STILL I MIGHT DISAPPEAR INTO OBSCURITY. THERE WAS SO MANY THINGS I WANTED TO SAY AND DO. EVEN BEING ABLE TO PREDICT A IMMINENT RUSSIAN OFFENSIVE BACK IN 2023 IN UKRAINE DOESNT SEEM TO GARNER ANY ATTENTION. IN COMPLETE HONESTY, I’M STILL INCREDIBLY GRATEFUL FOR THE BLESSINGS THAT I HAVE. MY PRIMARY CONCERN WAS ALWAYS THE FEAR THAT GOD MIGHT PICK SOMEONE ELSE. HE, PICKS WHO HE PICKS AND IM TRYING TO BE MODEST ABOUT THAT.

CRY OUT TO THE LORD

THE BIBLE TALKS ABOUT HOW “EVERYONE WILL HATE YOU BECAUSE OF ME, BUT HE WHO STANDS TILL THE END WILL BE REWARDED”

•THAT ENDED UP BEING THE LOT I DREW

•THERE’S TIME

•GOD IS GOING TO TEST YOUR FAITH

IF YOU ARE SOMEONE TRYING TO CHASE THEIR DREAMS, GO WITH GOD. I’LL CHEER FOR YOU EVERY STEP. STARTING PALMPURUS I DIDNT HAVE A SINGLE PERSON WHO CHEERED FOR ME. ACTUALLY IT WAS QUITE THE OPPOSITE WITH EVERYONE TRYING TO THROW AS MANY WRENCHES INTO THE MODER AS THEY COULD. ADMITTEDLY IT WAS A SAD PERIOD OF MY LIFE. I’D MADE THE FALSE ASSUMPTION THAT PEOPLE WOULD BE JUST AS EXCITED ABOUT IT AS I WAS. INSTEAD THEY ACTUALLY JUST DID EVERYTHING THEY POSSIBLY COULD TO RUIN IT AND ILL CARRY THAT ON WITH ME FOR A LIFE TIME. THE POEM “IF”TALKS ABOUT “Watching the things you gave your life for broken and stooping them up with worn out tools”. SO IVE UNDERSTOOD THE MEANING OF THAT. WHEN I WAS A KID PEOPLE WOULD KICK OVER MY SAND CASTLE JUST TO ENJOY SEEING ME DEVASTATED. THIS EXPERIENCE WAS DIFFERENT THOUGH. THEY WANTED TO HURT ME SO BADLY THAT A PART OF ME WILL ALWAYS BE A LITTLE ASHAMED EVEN DURING MY SUCCESSES. MOSTLY BECAUSE I DIDNT KNOW THAT ME HAVING SOMETHING IN LIFE WAS SO INCREDIBLY HARD FOR THEM TO HANDLE, THAT THEY WOULD COMMIT TO DOING SOME OF THE THINGS THAT WERE DONE. GO AFTER YOUR DREAMS AND GOD SPEED. REGARDLESS OF WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, I HOPE YOU FIND A FAVORABLE WIND IN YOUR SAILS. IF ENOUGH OF US DIVE FOR THE HOLY PYLON WE MIGHT JUST MAKE IT. PULL THE OTHERS UP BEHIND YOU AND THATS WHEN THE JOURNEY BECOMES A EXPEDITION. GOD BLESS

ONE LAST THING I WANTED TO ADDRESS WAS IN REGARDS TO TRYING TO GET DISNEY TO INVEST IN A SUBSIDIARY, “THE CENTRAL PLACE THEORY” IS DEEMED A OUT DATED THEORY OF DEVELOPMENT. I’M NOT ELON MUSK. YET, I DID FIND A VIABLE IMPLEMENTATION THAT HAD A EXPONENTIAL GROWTH RATE FOR USING OKLAHOMA TO CAPITALIZE ON BEING THE THIRD LARGEST COMPETITOR IN TEXAS FOR A PARTICULAR MARKET, THROUGH ECONOMIES OF SCALE. WHEN I PITCHED IT TO MY BUSINESS PROFESSOR HE TOLD ME THAT I WAS A GENIUS BUT I’D NEED TO FIND 1.5 BILLION DOLLARS.

IN REGARDS TO THE METHOD ACTING STUFF, I TRIED TO GET PAST A WEEK AND I COULDN’T DO IT. SO THE PROSPECT OF ME ACTUALLY GETTING A PART ARE PROBABLY LOW. REGARDLESS, WITH ABSOLUTELY ZERO ACTING EXPERIENCE, I THINK I COULD HAVE MAINTAINED MY CHARACTER. I’M NOT ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINKS I COULD JUST STAND THERE EITHER. ITS A INCREDIBLY COMPLEX ART AND I HAVE THE UPMOST RESPECT FOR PEOPLE WHO MASTERED THAT.